Oh fer fuck sake. So Chretien has promised to give Bush troops for Iraq. Fuckin typical. Number 31 on my list of things I'm afraid of: war. Terrible, bloody, futile, ignorant war. Heart of Darkness indeed. I tell you one thing, I'd rather go to jail than volunteer if it ever came to that. The people are nicer.

I've become obsessed with Billy Holiday again. "Summertime" keeps going over and over in my head. I wish I could be her. Sad life I suppose, but whose isn't? If I could trade places with anyone, I think that's who it would be. Today anyways.