Saturday, June 21, 2003

PS: another strange dream last night. When I looked in a mirror off to my side, I looked pale and sad and week and sick. But I was also out of my body, looking directly at myself. Looking directly at my own face, I looked pink and vibrant and healthy and happy. What could that possibly mean??? Which of those was the true image?? I reflect sickness even in health? My sadness is an illusion? My happiness is an illusion? The way I see myself is much worse than the truth??? The way I see myself is much prettier than the truth??? GAAA!!!! Help!!!

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